Hooks Are Money
Published: in South Dakota Review,
Spring 2007, Vol. 45, no. 1.
copyright@Jerry D. McDonnell, 2006
Spring 2007, Vol. 45, no. 1.
copyright@Jerry D. McDonnell, 2006
by
Jerry D. McDonnell
This young man before him did not
wear skins. He wore thick, heavy dark pants with side pockets like the gusiks
wear. Alexie wanted to touch these pants, to feel them. The pants looked coarse
and heavy, not soft like fur or smooth like a caribou hide. Black straps went
from the pants over the young man’s shoulders, over a shirt with lines on it
forming small black and red, organized squares presenting a pattern rarely seen
in nature. The young man didn’t wear a coat, as it was a warm, sunny day on the
tundra. His hat was also coarse and checkered with a part of it sticking out in
front and flaps held up on each side connecting on top. Alexie silently questioned
how warm these clothes would be in winter. Would these clothes protect if wet
on a day when someone could see someone’s breath painting the freezing air? And
this young man talked much, mostly in English. Alexie’s command of English was
like a hole in a fish net, some words escaped. Alexie, being polite, did not
touch the pants. He turned away and studied the river, watching the small
ripples of the current sliding by the mud bank. He was tempted to show this
young man the new baidarka (kayak) he had made, but Alexie wasn’t sure yet if this
was his son. Alexie was old and trying to remember. The world was always a
trickster; decades ago, Alexie thought he knew it better than today.
This last son of his had been only
8 years old when Alexie and his wife had to send this young man and their
7-year old daughter away to the boarding school. Years before some gusiks had
taken his wife away. His first four children had died years ago, and these
younger children had never come back. The young man jerked back when Alexie,
completely out of character, thrust his face into the young man’s and gazed
long at his features. “It has been many seasons.” What name do you carry now?”
Alexie said quietly.
“Carl,” the young man answered.
“Come with me . . . Carl.” Alexie
jumped up and quickly walked this possible son several hundred yards up river.
He stopped at a place of tall grass, looked again at the young man, and pulled
from the grass two one-holed baidarkas. One was new, the walrus skin over the
wood frame smooth and clean, the other was old with patches and scratches on
the skin hull. “This one I make for you when they told me you were coming
home.” The son looked at the new baidarka, but shied away from it. “Where is
your sister?” Alexie asked his son while handing him a paddle.
“She is not coming back,
father,” the son looked at the paddle like he had never seen one before. “I
wrote you letters. Once I came to Dillingham to find you, but everyone said you
were up river and no one could find you. They said you did not want to be
found.”
“I lose them,” Alexie
said. “I didn’t want them read to me.
The words coming told you were alive, that was enough. And your sister?”
“A new family took her in
to try to make her well, but then she died coughing.”
“And you . . . ?”
“Yes father I am well. I
have seen many things in the world, and I learned many things in the school. It
is much different than here.”
“How old are you now?” He
looked up at this son who was a head taller than Alexie’s 5 feet 4 inches.
“Twenty-eight, they
think.”
“What does that name Carl mean?”
“It has no meaning.”
“Then why do they call
you that?”
“I did as you told me
when I left. I would not tell them my name. They gave everyone new names. To
them, I am Carl now. They didn’t want us to speak our language.”
Alexie listened to the
sound of the river and thought about that.
“How is it different . . . that place you have been?”
“I have been in several
places. In some places people live in houses all built next to each other.”
“Is a house like a gasigih?”
Carl frowned, searching
for the Yup’ik word in a language he had been trying to learn again, “ The
houses are all above ground and made of wood. The men and women live together
in the same house.”
“There is no gasigih for the men?”
“They have meeting
places, but the men don’t sleep or live there.”
Alexie thought about
that, thinking that might not be so bad since he had lived alone now for
sometime.
“They call the houses all
in one place towns or villages,” Carl continued. “Down river, at the winter
meeting place where the water is wider, a village has been started. Then big
boats called barges can come up. The white people, the gusiks are going to help
us build more houses.”
Alexie watched the river
flow for a time before he suspiciously whispered, “Are these Russians?”
“No, they are not the
Russians your father told you about. They have been gone for many years. Things
are safe now. The new people are from someplace else. They don’t take slaves.”
Carl examined the well-made paddle in his hand.
“Our people always
welcome guests, but what do these people want from us?”
“There are many things we
can use from them to make our life easier. Maybe they want us to have a better
life, I’m not sure, yet. They are different people. They call themselves
Alaskans but they come from many different places.
“Someone must have many
things to give us their houses and their villages.”
“They are not giving us
their villages or houses, they are giving us new ones,” Carl said patiently. “I
want you to come live among the people again, father. I have been told you have
been much alone.”
Alexie became very quiet.
He closed his eyes and listened to the water traveling toward the Bering Sea
and heard the flapping of a raven’s wing flying overhead. Minutes later when he
opened his eyes, his son, now called Carl, was still examining the paddle.
“Whisper your true name in my ear,” Alexie said. Carl did so and Alexie went to
the baidarka and shoved it in the water, motioning for Carl to get in. Carl
stepped back. “Someone should try this new baidarka,” Alexie said. “It is made
like the ones the Sugpiaq people make.”
“I don’t know how,” Carl
said.
“What did they teach
someone in that school all these years? Someone has lessons to learn. Breakup
is over. It is time to think of winter. We must gather food.”
“I have learned how to
build houses. We will get a skiff with a kicker,” Carl said.
“Everyone knows how to
build houses,” Alexie said gently, not wanting to insult this son.
“But this is a new way
and you won’t have to build or repair one each year,” Carl said turning the
paddle over in his hand, wanting to please his father, but afraid of getting in
the baidarka. If it tipped over he would feel foolish.
Alexie had seen skiffs
with kickers; the kickers were loud and unnatural and the hard metal of the
skiffs lacked spirit, but he had heard enough talk for today. Carl was talking
too much . . . like the gusiks. And much to his disappointment, Alexie also
found he also was talking too much.
“And a rifle,” Carl said,
stepping near the baidarka to make his father happy.
The emerging of
bothersome gnats and a few early mosquitoes didn’t have to whisper in Alexie’s
ear to tell him summer had taken its first step. Keeping a steady rhythm with his paddle
against the current, small ice chunks bounced off his baidarka as he dodged the
sections of the river still holding ice. His stomach growling, Alexie was
looking for meat. A moose or a bear would be good luck for the coming winter,
but for tonight a duck or a muskrat would do . . . or a beaver tail. His mouth
watered at the thought of the fat in a beaver tail. He had some dried
salmon—the last of his dried salmon—stored safely in the baidarka and some
bread his sister had given him before he left her dugout early this morning.
His sister had wanted to give him other food, but he was stubborn, only taking
the bread to be polite and besides he didn’t like gusik food. All someone needs is meat and fat. Alexie knew she had just
enough for herself till the salmon run this summer. In the Yup’ik culture,
people shared. Since her husband had died, Alexie had been taking care of his
sister. The salmon run last summer and fall had not been as plentiful as he
wished and a bear had destroyed one of his nets. But at this moment he desired
a big piece of meat. Glancing back at the sky in the west, he read the clouds
and knew it would be dry at least until morning. If luck was good a caribou
would come to him. Or a bear. He would rather have a caribou even if in the
spring the hides were no good and the meat would be lean. Bears were much work.
At 64 years old, Alexie didn’t want to work that hard. But if the bear came . .
. he still knew how to work for his food. He was here, making a living, but his
son wasn’t. Carl had gone to Dillingham to work on a fishing boat. “Why I am
being tricked this way,” he whispered to the river.
Alexie paddled the
baidarka into a creek feeding into the river. The deep channel, confined by
high brushy banks, created a tunnel with a slit in the roof. The late afternoon
sun shot through the brush casting abstract shadows on Alexie’s leathered face.
In these calm waters he hoped to find a fish for dinner, maybe a big pike. His
old sinew net had broken and having no fish trap, he let out some line that had
no color that Carl had given him. It had
taken Alexie some practice to learn how to tie his bone hook onto this line.
Carl had sold the other bone hooks Alexie had made to a gusik in Dillingham who
would sell them again in Anchorage to other gusiks. This, Alexie didn’t
understand. Some things did not translate. Alexie was trying to learn English
as well as he could, but Yup’ik was still his primary tongue. Carl tried to
explain it to him in Yup’ik but the concept did not make sense to his father,
and Carl had been away so long that his Yup’ik was rusty.
“Then if this man sells
them again he won’t have any hooks,” Alexie pondered seriously. “Why would he .
. . “
“He will sell the hooks
for more money than he paid me,” Carl said.
“But still he won’t have
any hooks,” Alexie said. “Maybe he has some relatives that will give him
hooks?”
“He doesn’t need hooks.
He sells them to gift shops in Anchorage.”
Alexie didn’t bother to ask anymore.
Translations for the words into Yup’ik were difficult. The gusiks used so many
words to say so little. The concept of “gift” came easy, but the concept of
“buy” and “sell” was more complicated.
It must be like trading, but one person gets this money instead of
something useful, Alexie thought. It was too strange, this world that had
captured Carl. “Tell me again what good is this money?” Alexie asked, holding
up a piece of paper with images on each side and some writing he couldn’t read.
Alexie pulled on the twenty-dollar bill, snapping it back and forth to test its
strength.
Carl was trying to be
patient. He had tried to avoid it, but he had picked up the gusik way of
wanting things done quickly. A Yup’ik man had then reminded him that unlike the
gusik ways one must show respect to elders. It was the correct way. “I have told you, I need the money to buy a
skiff and kicker and fuel so we can go hunting.”
“Yes, you have told me.”
“I bought you that
fishing line so you could save time and not have to make line out of caribou
sinew or from the seal. With money I could buy you a net made of good strong
line already put together. I bought you those steel hooks that you won’t use. I
bought you that coat . . . which you never wear.”
“Thank you. That is a
very fine coat. I will wear it when it is warm and I go someplace important to
show my son made me a coat.”
“I didn’t make it
father. I’m not a woman. I bought it,”
Carl said calmly, but frustrated.
Alexie thought about
that. He watched the tall brown grass swaying in concert as the breeze petted
the tundra. A pair of cranes returning from the south glided down, melting into
the grass; a flight of ducks dotted the horizon.“ But I still don’t know why
this money is important.”
“Please just know that I
need it, father. We need it. Someday they may be bringing an airplane into the
new village. There is talk about when someone will build a runway. A runway is
where the airplanes can land and take off.”
“Yes. I would like to see
that. I have never seen that. I used to wonder how those airplanes came up and
down out of the sky. At first I thought they just stayed up there, until I
found out people were in them. Your Aunt saw one first. It came in off the
Bering Sea from the west and had a big red circle on the side.”
“You and Aunt Anita can
move into the village when the housing is completed,” Carl said, laying his
hand on his father’s shoulder.
“We will talk later about
this housing. Just now I need to know how to tie a knot in this strange line
that has no inside. It has a mind of its own. It fights back like a green twig.
I tried heating it, but it melted.”
“It is called nylon line.
It is the very newest kind of line.” Carl said. “Let me show you some knots I
was taught by the man who sold it to me.”
Alexie’s line jerked. It
was a pike; he could tell by the way it fought. Keeping tension on the line, he
slowly pulled it toward him hand over hand using his fingers and thumbs in a
way that the line could not slip through and cause burns if the fish began to
run. The thick alder on the edge of the creek caught his paddle lying across
the baidarka. He saved the paddle, but lost the tension on the line; it went
slack. Hauling in the line, he found the pike’s sharp teeth had bitten through
it. The fish was gone, and so was his last bone hook. Some line, this nylon,
weak like all money things, Alexie thought. Caribou sinew would have brought
him a pike dinner if tunghit, the
spirit beings, thought him worthy. Alexie wondered if tunghit knew about this nylon line. Stubbornly, he left the steel
hooks in his pouch as the light began to fade around him. “I will spear a
fish.”
Seeing a rising moon and
knowing that this early in the summer it would be dark for less than six hours,
he decided he would paddle all night and get to his hunting camp before first
light. The light of the moon contrasted the shapes of the night like a
negative. Paddling upstream, he heard small creatures rustling in the bush on
the banks. Two ducks flew low over his head; an eider stood on a sandbar
upstream; further above, he saw the outline of a crane. He lifted the paddle
gently from the water to quell the sound of the splash. Closing in on the
eider, he placed his hand on his bow, but before he could use it, the eider
flew off; next he saw the crane take flight when a fox approached. His stomach
growled again; Alexie decided dried salmon would be his food this night and dug
in his paddle in to make speed.
In the light of predawn,
Alexie maneuvered his baidarka through the rapids below the site of this summer
camp that he knew well. Shortly after the sun rose, Alexie pulled the baidarka
out of the water into the clearing surrounding this hunting house. Pausing when
he saw the door of the log dwelling hanging open, he took several minutes
looking deep into the tall grass surrounding the large open space. Like a wolf
stalking a bird, taking one step and looking and listening and then another step
and looking and listening, he methodically approached the small log house.
Small birds chirping in a nearby bush became quiet: the air was still, the
five-foot tall, brown, grass at attention. Stringing an arrow in his bow and
laying his spear close at hand, he watched a section of the grass less than 30
yards away moving like a boat plowing the sea. As the moving grass approached
the edge, Alexie drew the bow back. The grass stopped moving. Alexie breathed
slowly, steadied his hand, and waited. A small black nose peeked out of the
grass. Alexie’s waited motionless for a good shot. The animal, trying to
retreat, turned to the side just as Alexie’s arrow flew. The beaver died
quickly. Alexie’s stomach applauded.
In the creek running by
the log house, Alexie found a muskrat house and set a snare. Under a tree, he
placed another snare in hopes a ground squirrel would come to him. Maybe
tomorrow he would have more fresh meat.
At the house, claw marks
told that a bear had wanted inside and had broken the door. The bear had not
found much, only a small amount of seal oil, but it had damaged some drying
racks stored inside. It was not a good door or house anyway, Alexie thought. He
had tried to make a door like he had seen in a picture with things called hinges,
which he made out of bear hide. Alexie shrugged. It was only a summer hunting
hut, Alexie thought, built above ground. He knew that this log house would not
be good in the winter. It was not as
efficient as a sod house and much more work, but he would use it now and maybe
use it later for firewood.
After cooking beaver,
Alexie repaired the door made of small logs and branches lashed together the
best he could for tonight. This summer maybe he would make a better door.
Several years ago, after he found himself alone, it had taken many weeks to cut
enough wood and prepare it to make this house. Alexie laid his spear, his darts
and his bow by his caribou skin bed with his metal long blade knife he had got
in a trade years ago. The man said he had gotten it from a Russian many years
ago. Alexie’s father had first heard about the Russians from his father who had
told him that Alexie was a Russian name that he should take to keep him safe.
Alexie’s father said, “The Russians killed my father, your grandfather. These
Russians are to be avoided. But if they find you, tell them your name is
Alexie. Don’t tell anyone your real name.”
After his father died, Alexie still went to the coast in the summer to
net salmon and hunt the seals and the belugas, but one day when he saw the big
boats of the gusik’s, first with large skins that caught the wind and later
with smoke coming from them, he went inland to try and catch caribou and trap
muskrats. While Alexie was up river these people off these huge boats (maybe
they were Russians, he didn’t know) took Alexie’s wife, who was helping her
mother dry fish. For two years he searched for her and heard bad things had
happened to her and that she had been taken far away and then he quit looking
for her. He came back only with the long knife.
Next came the strange
people with sticks crossed talking about a man hanging on these sticks. Alexie
was told these people were not like the ones before and would not hurt him. But
they took his son and daughter away to a place called a boarding school. After
that, he avoided the coast for many years.
Exhausted, but
disappointed that his son had not come with him, Alexie lay awake in his
hunting hut, too tired to sleep after paddling for over 24 hours with only
short naps. Carl would not come in the new baidarka. Carl said if he worked on
a fishing boat out of Dillingham he could get enough money to buy a skiff, a
kicker and maybe a rifle. Carl had spent the first winter home in Dillingham,
working at a new store. Before Carl left, he told Alexie it was a year called
1940 and that they may see more airplanes with red circles on them like Anita
had seen. Alexie had no idea what a 1940 was and soon forgot it, as it was not
important. Carl said men were fighting in a war across the Ocean. He said they
had not taken him because of his feet. It had been many years since Alexie had
gone to war against the Athabaskans inland. Alexie had never heard of the war
people Carl was talking about.
About to fall asleep, he
heard a scratching on his door. Sitting up, Alexie placed his hands on his bow
and arrow and his spear. The door of the windowless house began to shake. Then
came the pounding. This was not the way he wanted to catch a bear. He pounded
on the door with the butt end of his spear and shouted. The pounding from
outside stopped. Alexie stepped back, checked his knife at his side, leaned his
spear within reach against the wall and strung an arrow in his bow. All he
could hear was his heartbeat. Stepping near the log wall, ear and nose close to
the cracks in the door, he listened. The breath he at first thought was his was
soon realized to be coming from the other side of the door. His nose at the
small crack by door hinge recognized the strong odor of bear. A snort and sniff
blew inches away from Alexie’s nose. Jumping back he banged against the door
with the butt end of his spear and then clapped his hands loud and fast. Then
quiet. Alexie heard nothing but his heartbeat. He waited. The swishing sound of
disturbed brush came from the rear of the cabin. He now knew this was a bad
bear. It was looking for a weak spot in the cabin. Alexie also knew that the
flimsy door was the weak spot. The light in the windowless hut was poor, but he
knew this structure well. Slowly and quietly he stepped on a shelf and pulled
himself up into the rafters. Arranging his spear across the rafters where he
could grab it with one motion, he planted his feet and braced his back against
a log beam. He was just notching his
arrow when the door came crashing in bringing enough light to give shape to the
bear’s silhouette. It’s head was down; it’s ears were laid back. From the angle
above, Alexie couldn’t find a good killing place for the arrow. He also knew
that one arrow would probably not stop the bear. The bear’s nose led him to the
rafters. He raised his head and saw Alexie. It was a large bear, standing on
its hind legs his head was even with Alexie’s feet. Alexie loosed the arrow,
sinking it deep into the bear’s throat. The bear howled, dropped to the cabin
floor, spun around trying to bite and swat at the arrow. Then up again on its
hind legs, it swatted a powerful blow and swiped Alexie’s leg and the rafter
before Alexie could grab his spear: rafter and Alexie crashed to the cabin
floor. The bear was on him in an instant, biting at Alexie’s head. Alexie
rolled over onto his stomach, curled into a ball, and put his hands behind his
head. The bear’s roar shook the cabin; the next swat rolled Alexie across the
floor. Alexie then felt the bite in his left shoulder and knew the bear would
not let him live.
Carl had waited for a
calm day before he left Dillingham in his new aluminum 18-foot skiff with
kicker. It took him a good part of the day to come from Bristol Bay out into
the Bering Sea and then find the mouth of the river. Thirty-three miles up the
meandering river, he pulled the boat onto the mud bank at the site of the new
village. Several houses were already up and had families living in them. Within
an hour, Carl had permission from the newly organized Village Council for a
site to build his house. Things moved fast that summer. The barge brought up
the building materials he had ordered, and Carl put in a foundation. He left
again to work on a salmon fishing boat in Bristol Bay and made enough to pay
off his skiff and the lumber. By the end of August the state had put in a water
system and Carl had his house up before they had completed the village
generator. This was truly to be a modern village, he thought. He went up river
to find his Aunt Anita in her summer tent camp.
“You may come live in my
new house in the new village,” Carl said.
“Alexie told me to wait
here,” she said.
“How long has my father been gone,” Carl
asked.
“Many days. Since the ice
in the river broke up.” Anita said. He went hunting. Up to one of his hunting
camps.“
“But that has been over
two months. Where are these places?”
She shrugged, “It depends
on where the hunting is good, he has several places where the animals are lucky
for him. I only know they are a long paddle.”
“He must be in trouble.
Didn’t you tell someone?” Carl asked.
“Yes I told someone. They
took their new skiff and kicker up river, but were afraid to go through the
rapids and they came back.”
“Did they see any signs
of my father?”
“No, but don’t worry,
your father usually spends most of the summer up river. He no longer takes his
fish down by the sea. He takes his fish up river, and he catches many caribou
and sometimes a bear. You don’t know how it has been with him since they took
you away.” Anita looked around her
dugout and began picking up things and putting them in the grass baskets she
makes. “Alexie is the only elder left who knows the fast water . . . I don’t
think he will want to live in the new village. Each year he wants to be more
and more alone. This is not good. It is better to camp with others to have help
to bring the meat. He is getting old.”
Carl stared out over the
flat tundra toward the mountains far up river. “I will take you to the new
village tomorrow. While you gather your belongings I will get us some food,
maybe a fresh fish. Father will know where to find you.”
Two days
later, his Aunt placed in his new house, Carl was packing his skiff for a trip
up river when William, the father of one of his cousins, came to him, “Someone
must know the river well to go up so far.”
“I must find my father,”
Carl said. “Do you know of his hunting places?”
“No. I only know they are
above the rapids, below second lake. Alexie is not seen much these past years.”
“Someone must look for
him.”
“The fast water has been
forgotten. No one knows how to get through anymore. Everyone breaks a prop or
tips over,” William warned.
“Still someone must go.”
“Maybe your father and his baidarka is best
suited for rapids. Maybe these new skiffs and kickers are not so good for
that.”
By his Father’s winter
sod house, Carl pulled the skiff into the bank. From a storage place, he picked
up some of his father’s spare things, a spear and a throwing board and a bow
and some arrows. He found some darts for close range and a long piece of caribou
sinew rolled up neatly. Placing them in his skiff, he paused, and looked back
at the new baidarka. When he motored up river, he was pulling the baidarka
behind the skiff.
The river, the side
channels, the ducks, the eagles, the brown grass hanging over the banks on each
side of river carried Carl home. His happiness increased as the water became
crystal clear above the tidal influence. He cut the kicker and listened. A
beaver slapped his tail and dove; Carl laughed loudly, his voice breaking the
air like a cannon. Tossing his store cap aside, he let the wind toss and tangle
his black hair. Standing up in the skiff, the throttle wide open, he could see
over the banks onto the tundra of tall grass and brush. A fox ran for cover as
he came around a bend. Ptarmigan in their brown summer plumage flew up from
their nests. A bald eagle roosted on a lone, scraggly treetop, and further
upstream a falcon stood his ground on the branches of a tall bush. An hour up
river he stopped to see how much gas he had left. Spruce trees were beginning
to fill in the landscape; the river became nestled between thousand-foot
mountains. Several hours upstream, just before the river narrowed into a
shallow canyon, he saw a brown bear walking slowly up the hillside. Suddenly,
around the next bend, the rapids were before him. He tried to negotiate the
white water, but the rapids were shallow in some places and rocky in others. In
a short distance, he sheared his prop while trying to avoid a submerged rock.
With his oars, he managed to get the skiff back down river and pull into a side
channel without losing the baidarka.
After he replaced the
shear pin on his prop, he tried to walk along the bank. It was impossible. If
it wasn’t thick brush, it was quagmire and each time he touched the brush
mosquitoes or noseeums swarmed his exposed skin. Ten impossible yards up the
shore, he tested the first feeder stream with a long branch. It was deeper than
he was tall and too wide to jump. Sitting back in the skiff, he listened to the
sounds of the land. A gentle breeze carried strong smells of vegetation and
something acrid, like something dead. He called out his father’s name and
waited for an answer. There was no reply. He called again; the result was the
same. He looked for a long time at the baidarka before he attached the
waterproof walrus intestine garment to his waist and got in. His weight
adjusted and the waterproof intestine securing the hole, he began paddling. He
almost tipped over once but quickly gained confidence. The distance wasn’t far;
in less than half an hour, he was in calm water.
The hut, set a hundred yards from
the river, couldn’t be seen from the river, but 50 yards above the rapids he
saw a low cutback bank where a person would pull out. Approaching the hut his
senses became acute. Standing motionless, he scanned the area around the
structure. He listened so hard he almost jumped when he heard his heart beat.
The smell of death was strong. The door was broken off and lying in the grass.
His father’s baidarka lay in the grass a short distance away. “Father,” he
called. A blue sky with a bright sun
framed black flies swarming in the warm air. Clutching the spear tighter, he
walked slowly toward the hut. Peeking in the door, he saw his father’s caribou
parka on the floor and a damaged log rafter hanging down to the floor.
Expecting the worse, Carl picked up the parka. It was ripped badly in the
shoulder and stained with dried blood. The shelves ripped off the wall, the
damaged rafters, the broken door and traces of blood on the walls and floor and
clumps of hair in the wood spoke of a fight. Carl ran outside. Calling his
father’s name, he frantically searched the area, looking for sign or a body . .
. or bones. Finding a well-worn trail leading from a side channel, he followed
the trail up the mountain. The grass between the trees and the brush was as
tall as his head. The trail was not a deep rut like a heavily used bear trail,
but still he thought of the bear he had seen walking up a hillside a short time
ago. He adjusted his father’s spear in his hand and wished he had had enough
money left to buy that rifle.
He found his father lying
in sun in the mouth of a cave. The old man was very still. Part of his hair was
gone. Carl saw a man he barely knew; a man who was part of the land, not a part
of a new village. An old man without a rifle, without a skiff and a kicker.
Carl saw the drying racks by the cave with the fish and small furs hanging on
them like banners. Banners not made for show, but for food. His father’s spear
was by his side, his bow and arrow leaning close by. He was wearing the coat
that Carl had given him. The shiny blue, puffy, down coat looked out of place
against the rocks, the trees, the drying hides and fish and the tattered and
torn, caribou hide pants Alexie was wearing. Carl thought back to that first
day they had deposited him in boarding school. He was only 8 years old. He
didn’t know where he was or why he was there. He had felt like that coat looked
in this place.
Carl reached down to
touch his father. Alexie sprang up. Carl fell onto his back, his mouth open,
his heart thumping. “Why does it take someone so long to get here? Did you want
me to nap into winter?” Alexie said. Carl could only make sounds; no words came
out. “Get the dried meat from the cave, son, we have to get back down river.
Winter is not far off. It will take several trips, many days, in both
baidarkas. But we can leave some meat here and come up with the dogs and sleds
when the land is deep in snow and ice.”
Carl found his voice, “I have a skiff and a
kicker below the rapids. We can get all this meat in one trip.” Inside the cave he found three-dozen caribou
skins and a large bear skin. All had been scraped and were soft.
“That bear skin is for
your Anita. She will make something useful from it,” Alexie said sheathing his
steel knife. “Maybe a coat for both of us.”
“The house in the village
is ready. Anita is moved in, father.”
Alexie looked at his son
and then down at the rapids running through the river far below and sighed. “Someone
would like to see that,” Alexie said walking down the trail with a hide pack of
dried meat on his back. Carl noticed his father was favoring his left shoulder
and that he looked much older than he had this spring. “Someone did good coming
up the rapids, but someone still has things to learn. Someone also has dried
fish. Those steel hooks work good, son. I see you now.”
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